Dirty Kisses

A silent tear and a broken smile
A stolen kiss, for another goodbye

Final call, the countdown stops
The glass has turned and the sand runs out

Time becomes our enemy
We're turning into memories

I try to talk, but there's no sound
Inside of me, I scream out loud

Let me taste your dirty kisses
Am I still the only one
Who knows your, secret wishes
Let me taste your dirty kisses

Waking up, at night alone
Reaching out, to find you're gone
Back at home in gray routines
Faded smiles and broken dreams

Trying not to go insane
I'm falling down on memory lane
Far away, but yet so near
I count the days, until you're here

Let me taste your dirty kisses
Am I still the only one
Who knows your, secret wishes
Let me taste your dirty kisses

The hands of time
That turns so fast
Can break our love
Or make it last

Let me taste you perfect kisses
Let me be the only one

Let me taste your....

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Broken Wings

We just lost another child today
Yet another broken dream, that fades away
Brainwashed and blind, so locked away
Searching deep inside to find, to find a way

Eyes turn to darkness
As the flame burns away

Can you catch them, when they're falling
Can you help them, to fly on broken wings
Can you be there, when they need you most
To fly on broken wings, to fly on broken wings
Can't fly on broken wings, can't fly on broken wings

They came into this world, with open hearts
An innocence got lost, and torn apart
Fragile, untouched with scarless minds
A reminder of that dream, we lost in time

Eyes turn to darkness
As the flame burns away

Can you catch them, when they're falling
Can you help them, to fly on broken wings
Can you be there, when they need you most
To fly on broken wings, to fly on broken wings
Can't fly on broken wings, can't fly on broken wings

Silent, sleeping, the voice deep inside
Waking, shaking, the child back to live

Eyes turn to darkness
As the flame burns away

Can you catch them....


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In Disguise

The room I'm in, spinning around
The walls around me, falling down
Then I hear you knocking on my door

I get excited, full of hope
Some day you can make me whole
Maybe we can work it out this time

You're slamming the door
Acting just like before
I'm falling to pieces again'

You're the drug in my vein
That drives me insane
You're lifting me up and breaking me down
You're the kind of guy my daddy warned me about
Like a drug in my vein
You're causing me pain
The devil disguised in angels wings
The love in my heart
That tears me apart

My addiction keeps on growing strong
I always ask myself what's wrong
I gave too much, to just give up and go

By day you're lovely, warm and kind
By night you're messing with my mind
Why are you being this way

The love of my life
Burns me up from inside
I need to get clean but it's heard

You're the drug in my vein
That drives me insane
You're lifting me up and breaking me down
You're the kind of guy my daddy warned me about
Like a drug in my vein
You're causing me pain
The devil disguised in angels wings
The love in my heart
That tears me apart

You beg for forgiveness
And promise the moon
I hang on the dream that it's true

Your the drug in my vein...


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Blind

It's harder to rely
On the lies that you were told to believe
You stare through jaded eyes
But the blinders won't let you see

You know it's wrong
But what is right
When your life is turning sideways
But in the end
Only you can light the fire within

Blind, taken by the lies
Lost and hypnotized
Trembling in the dark to find the light
You lost the will to fight
You're falling on your knees
Taken by the lies that made you blind

You're crying in disguise
Now your haunted by the choices you made
But somewhere in your eyes
There's a longing to leave the charade

I'll help you walk
I'll light your way
When the road is getting dark
But in the end
Only you can find the right way out

Blind, taken by the lies
Lost and hypnotized
Trembling in the dark to find the light
You lost the will to fight
You're falling on your knees
Taken by the lies that made you blind

I'll help you walk I'll light your way

Blind, taken by the lies
Lost and hypnotized
Trembling in the dark to find the light
You lost the will to fight
You're falling on your knees
Taken by the lies that made you blind

No one else can decide
Who you are deep inside
But I'll lead you through the lies


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I Will Live On

Slowly sinking into oblivion
A dreamlike shadow, now, to you I’m gone

But the presence of me in the air that you breathe
The shiver inside when you’re trying to sleep
It’s not an illusion

I will live on
I will crawl into your dreams, you’ll wish I was gone
There’s nowhere to run
When you think you’re safe, when you try to escape the dark

I still visit you from the other side
Walking through your walls into the night

Addicted to you, I’m not leaving this world
Possessed by the thought of you being with her
Right under your skin I bide my time

I will live on
I will crawl into your dreams, you’ll wish I was gone
There’s nowhere to run
When you think you’re safe, when you try to escape the dark

I will live on, watching you
I will live on, breathing you
I will live on, stalking you
I will live on, haunting you

The presence of me in the air that you breathe
The shiver inside when you’re trying to sleep
It’s not an illusion, I will live on

I will live on....


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Want you out of my head

I'm stuck in side
A self-made cell
With no way out
And no, happy ending

My mistake
I let you in
I though you where
The one, but you betrayed me

I can't believe the pain
That I’m alone again
I'm barely breathing

Do you care, that I'm crying?
Do you care, that I loved you for so long?
Are you sorry?
That I’m in hell
I don`t care that I’m hurting
I don`t care if I never see you again
I just want you,
Out of my head

If I could read
The book of life
What would I learn
‘bout us
And why you left me

You’re stuck inside my brain
I gotta break away
I'm barely breathing

Do you care, that I`m crying?
Do you care that I loved you for so long?
Are you sorry?
That I’m in hell
I don't care that I’m hurting
I don't care if i never see you again
I just want you,
Out of my head

Packed my bags, I’m heading out
Don’t wanna see your face again
‘cause what we had was just a lie

Want you out of my head
Want you out of my head
Want you out of my head

Do you care....


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Trophy Girl

I wasn’t born to make your day
I wasn’t born to walk your way

I’m not a puppet on a string, you get the picture

I’m not a super human kind
Won't fit inside your simple mind
So pack your bags and go
Find another show

I don't need another silly clown
Someone to spin my life around
Cause I'm about, about to lose my mind

I’m not a trophy girl
Not here to make your day
Take me as I am
Or there'll be hell to pay
I'm not a China doll
I'm not here on display
Try to take control
Or there'll be hell to pay
I'm not a trophy girl

Taking shit just ain't my style
I'm not the type to force a smile
But I know how to end a fight, you get the picture

You think I'd cry for broken nails
You think I'd break if I would fail
Don't need a master mind
To see I'm not that kind

I don't need another silly clown
Someone to spin my life around
Cause I'm about, about to lose my mind

I’m not a trophy girl
Not here to make your day
Take me as I am
Or there'll be hell to pay
I'm not a China doll
I'm not here on display
Try to take control
Or there'll be hell to pay
I'm not a trophy girl

I wanna make my own mistakes
Live and learn for what it takes
I'll be fine on my own, you get the picture

Don't need another clown
That would spin my life around
Cause I'm about to lose my mind

I’m not a trophy girl
Not here to make your day
Take me as I am
Or there'll be hell to pay
I'm not a China doll
I'm not here on display
Try to take control
Or there'll be hell to pay
I'm not a trophy girl


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Butterflies

A pencil on the floor, beneath the dust
I watch it every evening, collecting rust
Did you ever read a word, that I sent to you
Guess I'm not enough, but I'm still here, I'm here

Long and wasted night
Perching like a butterfly
Long and wasted night

Mercy on the soul, that's what I'm told
A messed up trouble mind, beings to unfold
Waiting is a gamble, so hard to cope
I'm playing high stakes, with low hope, no hope

Long and wasted night
Perching like a butterfly
Long and wasted night
Turns to dawn again


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Blue

This pit I have inside my chest won’t go away
I always hate when I start feeling this way
I try my best to be so strong
To do what’s right but I get lost
I want to have the ones who hurt me beg for mercy
And I could start a war and bring this world down to it knees
I’m stuck searching for answers but there’s nothing here for me
How am I supposed to know what I’m supposed to do
How do I change the blue
People tell me someday it will be ok
I want to believe the words that they say
Tell me how to fix right now
Cause these tears keep falling down
Am I the only one who sees how broken that I am
And I could start a war and…
Blue, how do I keep myself from falling through
The holes in my heart, feels like I’m drowning
And all I see surrounding me is blue
This pit I have inside my chest won’t go away
I always hate when I start feeling this way

How am I supposed to know what I’m supposed to do
How do I change the blue
And I could start a war and bring this world down to it knees
I’m stuck searching for answers but there’s nothing here for me
How am I supposed to know what I’m supposed to do
How do I change the blue


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Ashes to Diamonds

A false charade
I didn't choose to be this way
I ignored the truth
In hope that I'd avoid the pain

But then I changed my face
And I moved away
But my mother said
I'd lost my way

Cos with a frozen heart
Nothing goes your way

Watch me burn
My heart is on fire
A violent desire

Watch me burn
From ashes to diamonds
My heart heals in silence

Watch me I'm burning
I'm tossing and turning
My heart is on fire
Violent desire

Watch me I'm burning
My heart is returning
From ashes to diamonds
I'm healing in silence

I crossed the line
No matter what they said I tried
I felt the truth
I thought that it would bring me down

But then I turned around, and I caught the flames
I saw myself I felt the pain
Coz with a frozen heart nothing is ok

Watch me burn....

The ice slowly melting apart
The wounds turn to scars
Like Fenix on fire, I fly
From ashes to diamonds,
I'm learning to love
I'm learning to love


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